Your departing caused so much pain but as time goes by I am gradually learning that thinking of you’re only a waste of time. I no longer hoping you will come back and understand how much value you have lost after breaking up with me.
I’m sorry, but I can not miss you. I’m now ok to be lonely in my room with no presence.
I’m at home today to be by myself. I was comfortable in the shadow of the shadow after turning off the light with no arms hugging my body. I feel much adore compare when I’m at your side. I am experiencing a real love that sufficient for me to be emotionally bonded compare when you’re at my side.
When I wake up, I feel sad. Every time I see myself in a mirror, I’m seeing a person I have lost when I decided to love you. The person I am seeing today is far from what I was, and I am deeply grateful to you.
Gone are the times when I’m crying in my room praying you will return. Gone are the times when I’m waking up in the middle of the night feeling the acute loneliness as you aren’t on my side.
There are not any days anymore I was staring blankly on our bed thinking that you’re there grinning at me. No longer that my knees are shaking while bathing in the toilet and the water in the shower keeps rushing like the constant flowing of my tears on my face due to the heaviness I have felt whenever I miss you. No more days when I can’t eat alone because I needed you to prepare my meal like what you always did when we were together.
I stop myself to overlook you because that’s the perfect thing to do. When I did this, things gradually unfold. I’ve seen the stupidity which I became because I choose to love you. I understood how you’ve turned me into a person I am. I dropped to you and you decide to fall out of love.
The energy of your kiss has no longer has an impact on me before that I have lost in wilderness each time we’re kissing. The way your lips capable of touching my body but in the back of your mind you’re thinking about someone else I’m imagining how your lips talk adoration once we made love but these words you’ve said aren’t meant for me.
I’m no longer missing you and I’m truly glad you’re gone. I’m contented now to be by myself. I’m much comfortable sleeping alone. I’ve got more time to be by myself. Your absence did not matter anymore. I’ve discovered that I could become happier without you on my side. I learned to spare myself from the feeling feelings we’ve shared together. You doesn’t matter anymore since what I believing is myself and Port St Lucie FL Rat Removal.
I miss you. I’m thinking of you not because I love you but due to the lesson which you give to me.
Kiss me again and again but the same love we’ve shared before has no more there. I miss your lips since I moved on.